Mother's Day. It is a sad day for me. A time of rememberance. For some, life changes a bit when your mom passes. For me it twisted me 180 degrees. And even though it is a sad day for me, I celebrate this day as well. I have a new family now that treats me as their own and that is more than I could ever ask for.
I was handed off in a hospital parking lot when I was 2 days old. My reciever was my "mom", and for 28 years of my life she fought tooth and nail as a single mother for me. When she passed my family rejected me demanded I prove that I was adopted and part of the "family". Everyday I try to forgive and heal but it's hard. Thank god for the family I have now. I would be nothing without them. Their support means more than I could ever say or do.
So it's blue today...but tomorrow, all the color will be restored. Blue will still be there, but more subdued.
I love you Mom, and I hope you are looking down on me and I am making you proud.